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Let the healing begin!

Wow, where do I begin?  First off, I will tell you about my life lately.  On June 13th I had a D&C, an Endometrial Ablation, and a Tubal Ligation.  All went well eventually, but after they had anesthetized me, an emergency C section came in and because I was under anesthesia for so long, my respiration started to fall and I had to be intubated.  Not to worry all is well now, I came through surgery fine!  

On a sad not however, on Saturday June 16th my father-in-law passed away.  Sadly, my husband was on his way to visit him for Father's day and missed him by three hours.  The past week was quite an emotional roller coaster to say the least.  We are grieving and we ask for your prayers and good thoughts to sustain us and get us through.  We say thank you to those who have been praying and those who have called or sent notes. 

Now to my thoughts on all this, as you might imagine, grieving has been my primary emotion lately!  I am grieving the loss of my ability to have children and my father-in-law, my only ally in my husband's family.  I am completely bare at this point.  I will say this, I love my husband fiercely, and will fight like a caged lion for him!  I feel utterly helpless that I cannot make everything better for him.  I must understand that this greater than I am, and there is a greater comforter than me in this situation, I am humbled.  Until later, peace be with you.

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